Owh..I was demotivated..

Some of u might know Budak Botak have been away from me from Monday..

Erk..Monday?

Today is Tuesday...Only 1 day maaa...But I feel it take sssssoooooo long...

Since Budak Botak not with me anymore, I feel so demotivated. Even working with a stress condition, I still can manage my emotional. But, when its about Budak Botak..hmmmm

I FEEL don't want to take vitamin Shaklee anymore.
I FEEL don't want to drink water.
I FEEL don't want to finish up my meal.
I FEEL don't want to cheer up myself.
I FEEL don't want to sms.
I FEEL don't want to do my job carefully.
I FEEL don't want to pumping.
I FEEL don't want to laugh.
I FEEL don't want to go to work.
I FEEL don't want to sleep.
I FEEL don't want to go back from office.
I FEEL don't want everyone around me.

Everyday i FEEL like to scream as loud as i can..If i wish i can do that..
Everyday i FEEL i want to be alone without anybody.

BUT,

Life must go on..
You have to be strong..
Maybe there is a good thing that you will received from this incident..

I remember my friend's word:

MAYBE ALLAH HIDING A SUN FROM YOU,
BECAUSE HE WANT TO GIVE A BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW LATER.

Hopefully all this FEEL flies away as soon as possible.......................

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Comments (6)

On July 27, 2011 at 2:39 PM , Hafizzul Kamarudin said...

Den dah forwardkan dah...tunggu ja la

 
On July 27, 2011 at 10:11 PM , diana abdullah said...

ahaks...toces pejo..
td kanchana tu dh kol...cpt betui..xtau la dpt tebiu ke tak..coz xda pengalaman...harap2 la dpt la...den nak cabut...hhohoho

 
On July 28, 2011 at 9:31 AM , Anonymous said...

oh.. aku pon!!! huhu.. tinggal kejap dania kat mak tok dia pn dah rase mcm nak mati!!! huhu.. aku nak dania aku balik!! huhu

 
On July 28, 2011 at 10:40 AM , NaZRaHKu =) said...

DD, are you ok? Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan..

 
On July 28, 2011 at 10:56 AM , shy said...

sabar yer didi...sekurang2nya ko tau dania selamat kat mak tok nye.
xsabar nk ada baby gak..bole rindu-rinduan..

 
On July 28, 2011 at 11:48 AM , diana abdullah said...

na : tu la...adoiyai..xleh nak wat keja..dok pikirrrrrrr je..pastu sedey sesorg..leh meroyan den..isk

naz : den ok je kut...masih ada iman lg nih..hehehe..

shy : hmmm..tula...sabar je lah yg leh wat skrg nih..cuma sedey r budak tu xda kat sisi..dok ngan opah kat kpg tu...huhuhu..
xpe...xlama lg tu ada bb tuh...mesti best pny...hehehe