Owh..I was demotivated..

Some of u might know Budak Botak have been away from me from Monday..

Erk..Monday?

Today is Tuesday...Only 1 day maaa...But I feel it take sssssoooooo long...

Since Budak Botak not with me anymore, I feel so demotivated. Even working with a stress condition, I still can manage my emotional. But, when its about Budak Botak..hmmmm

I FEEL don't want to take vitamin Shaklee anymore.
I FEEL don't want to drink water.
I FEEL don't want to finish up my meal.
I FEEL don't want to cheer up myself.
I FEEL don't want to sms.
I FEEL don't want to do my job carefully.
I FEEL don't want to pumping.
I FEEL don't want to laugh.
I FEEL don't want to go to work.
I FEEL don't want to sleep.
I FEEL don't want to go back from office.
I FEEL don't want everyone around me.

Everyday i FEEL like to scream as loud as i can..If i wish i can do that..
Everyday i FEEL i want to be alone without anybody.

BUT,

Life must go on..
You have to be strong..
Maybe there is a good thing that you will received from this incident..

I remember my friend's word:

MAYBE ALLAH HIDING A SUN FROM YOU,
BECAUSE HE WANT TO GIVE A BEAUTIFUL RAINBOW LATER.

Hopefully all this FEEL flies away as soon as possible.......................

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